| Christmas break was interesting. It's kinda good to be home, though, but I'm not ready for school to start.
We might have to have a new roommate move in and I'm crossing my fingers we don't. I want my own room again. I just need time to myself. I want to do what I want to do and not have to run it by anyone else. Just for a little bit.
Anthony is moving to Mississippi. Not sure how I feel about that yet. But we'll see. I guess. Who knows. Ugh, so confusing. Just a lot of questions running through my head.
My parents got a puppy. Too fucking cute. She's bad, but cute.
So, the doctor thinks I have a sinus infection. All I know is that it feels like I was punched in the eye so hard that my brain is bruised. Great. Just great.
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| Everything's fine at the moment with me and Anthony. Hopefully it stays that way for a while.
Beyonce needs to stop. Seriously. Who the hell choreographed that fucking Single Ladies music video. WTF.
I gotta tell my parents that I'm not going to be there for Christmas. Hopefully that goes ok. Ha.
Kanye West is gay.
I deleted a lot of people off facebook today. A big step.
That is all.
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| Tonight's Light Up Night and I'm excited. It's gonna be cold, but I'm not too worried. As long as I have Anthony there, I'll be fine. We're planning on taking a carriage ride through Pittsburgh and pet reindeer. We've been going through some rough patches lately, but last night went well and hopefully tonight does too. I think it's just the stress. We've kinda been getting on each other's nerves, but we'll make it through.
Last night we went out with Jordan to the Town Tavern. Kinda still recovering, though. I got pretty drunk on like a couple beers. I'm such a light weight lately. And after seeing all those girls last night and how some of the guys looked at them, it kinda made me sick and envious at the same time. I've never been a skinny girl, but I did have some nice curves to me. But now my curves are disappearing. It needs to stop. Seriously. I just want to yell at myself to get up and go do something. But it's hard with school. Every time I have a free moment, I don't feel like doing shit. I don't know, maybe next semester I'll have more time. Anthony won't be here, so I'll be able to just focus on myself. I'll miss him to death, but it'll be nice to be able to work on myself a little without having to worry about him.
I'm going to Ohio for Thanksgiving and I'm excited to see my niece and nephew. I miss them.
That is all.
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| So, I'm back. I guess. Except I'm doing it different this time.
I randomly remembered Xanga one night while laying in bed and figured I'd come on to see what I had written a couple years back. But the problem was that I was so vague that I couldn't remember anything that I was talking about. And that upset me a little. Well, now I'm not going to be vague because I know no one is reading this anyway.
Update:
I'm fatter now. (Really need to work on that, I know)
I've been in a steady relationship for about 2 years now.
Now I have no friends.
I can't tell if I'm depressed or not.
I'm growing my hair long again.
I'm graduating college in May.
And I still have no clue what I'm going to do with my life.
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| Haven't updating in like forever. It's a special occasion. And that's all I have to say. |
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